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5:38 pm
just watch batman wif erwan,
rather a nicer show than wat i expected...
some more 2.5 hrs show...
batman vs spiderman
spiderman have power,
batman have money.
if u can choose either one of these...
wat will u choose?
think abt it...
9:48 pm
102 post in tis blog liao...
er rather fast arh? this blog is going to be a yr liao...
still remember last yr dunno whether to open a not?
coz dunno wat to wrote abt...
n now 102 post liao...
if have e time i shld go n read every single post,
n see wat have changed in my life...
but i believe alot of it had changed...
4 weeks in poly liao...
coming to a month in a new environment..
n i can said tat i am really adapting well in it liao...
felt so much comfortable in poly...
feeling like i have found where i shld be belong...
life in poly is so much wonderful,
coz my homework de...
after every lecture, whether u understand or not is up to you to go find out...
they r not going to chase after u n ask whether u hand in hw liao ma? (they never mark hw...)
or do u understand the topics?
n also... in ftp u see me will be sleeping in class during 2 period of lesson (1hr)
but during 3 hours of lecture.... i am rather more active...
maybe coz during lesson i can do watever i wan...
tok to frenz.... use comp....
rather than like in class listening to ms nai teach...
n we like staring at her stoning...
but i can say tat i haven really experience all e fun in poly...
i wanna live my life there fully...
i wanna take part in any activities...
i wanna get a life!
but i think i miss the ICT student council election liao ba...
haiz.... really sad after hearing it...
hoping to get in n noe more frenz.... participle more events...
coz my mentor recommend me to be in....
so they asking me for my cca record, result slip n an essay abt my achievements...
when i handed in... they say forms not complete....
i also dunno wat did they meant...
shld not be in e council liao lor...
missed another events lor...
haiz... sad!!!
will my life in poly be only going there n study den go home...?
i dun wan tat....
4:04 pm
walao... troubled arh...
troubled not becoz of school work
but coz of cca
aiyo...
still haven make up my mind of wat cca to join...
sianz... lah... just a cca also giving me headache...
got soo many to chose but dunno wat to choose...
actually poly can dun need to join any cca de...
but den... go school is only study...
walao den... it will be sianz man...
i dun wan to waste my 3 years there studying only....
5:18 pm
oh yup...
been thinking for a beri long time liao..
whether to stop tat cca or continue wif it?
really been bothering me
if i stay n train...
altough it is tough n tiring but will benefit me no matter what...
but my physical is not up to their standard yet..
n they say its ok, if i continue to train will be able to catch up wif them...
but den the training is 3 times a week lehz...
to continue, u must really have e passion for that...
or else........
aiya.... bt den i still give up liao lor...
went for their 2 training liao...
it is fun... really...
a rather new experience...
but 3 times a week is really a great comittment to it...
maybe i shld join other cca lor....
GIVEN UP ON DRAGON BOAT....
10:32 pm
so today having sports n wellness...
same again..
doing some running n warm up..
n he explain wat our healthy lifestyle shld be...
erm.. beri boring...
after tat having another module call C.A.T.S
abt creative thinking de lah...
bt den hor...
i noe tat lecturer will be nagging at us if we late...
so i go early lor...
reach e class at 9.58
shock was i...
whole class have reached...
den tat lecturer is marking e attendance...(bottom of e list liao, but my name was at e top of e list)
he asked me wat is my name...
me " Matthew heah"
...... " matthew reach, and late also "
so i was e only 1 marked late...
n i check my phone is was 9.59.
haven late lor... but he say his computer is 10 liao... so i was late...
WTF!!!! other class pple was slowly walking into class after 10...
n now i was a few min early n was marked late....
so marked late will reflect on my overall mark for this module in this semester...
WTH... everything we do will affect our score...
so watever we do is for MARKS!
no marks no tok...
wat kind of life is this man?
u mean life is all abt MARKS?
1:37 pm
.....
damn sian...
staying at home on sunday
is totally weird...
no church today so staying at home whole day...
damn not feeling right...
n beri sianz...
1:50 pm
blogging again...
n been blog for the whole week liao,
today having 2 hrs class only...
learning Amaths...
ohohoh... i almost forgot everything...
now must revise maths again liao...
so today having ICT variety show as part of our orientation programme
n as e same....
my class pple all go home liao...
actually since they go home... no 1 is staying coz it is boring..
i also thinking of going home too...
but den will leave David our mentor in difficult position..
so our class rep. who went home on e way called me n ask whether i am going a not...
i dun mind staying back n watch e preformance, if someone is staying also...
n also, my classmate is performing a chinese instrument...
as a class shld stay at support her ma...
so decide i n he stayed back n support her...
supporting her is damn not easy...
coz only me n e other guy....
so we take cab to her hse n bring e instrument to school...
tat hell is not light lor...
so e programme started...
e overall performance is better than wat i expected...
coz other class pple really bring a nice show to us...
even thou they didn't perform really well...
n make alot of mistake infront of us...
bt still a nice show...
n saw other class pple r really united together performing....
thou their performance can say abit stupid,
but still e unity is there...
now my class turn liao,
as u know only got me, 3 other guy, e gal performing, n 1 mentor...
wif only 6 pple out of a class.... really a joke lor...
other class is full attendance de lor...
n got no other galz come n support her lehz...
none of them lehz... walao galz not ON de lehz...
den when setting up e instrument, so i went on infront of everyone
introducing our class performance...
i felt so dumb standing infront n say...
but still.... its over...
n her performance was great...
everyone in e hall is focusing on her... no toking n listen carefully
n when finish... e other class pple was cheering for us lehz...
how great r them rite?
they r cheering 3 cheers n 3 cheers to W02...
n our own class pple r not there to cheer...
beri disappointing...
when coming to ending... be4 the prize giving...
e judges comment on our class wif a wonderful instrument play...
coz others is skit , dancing, cheers, singing...
when he mention on our class n only 6 of us cheering... lolx...
so dumb... wat to do? no one in our class came...
bt overall is still great... saw how unity r some other class..
n winner r e class who not great performance bt great unity...
n prize is 100 dollar vouches to NYDC!!!!!!
so i have done my best in doing a part as a classmates...
8:42 pm
as u can see now is late,
shld have gone to sleep,
but den i just came back from an hr ago
from school
believe it or not?
tis is my 1st time coming home from school tat late
9am lesson - 9 pm leave school
wow 12 hrs in tat school?
actually went for e cca
walao, i really feeling something u all wont feel it
i am so freaking weak!
pumping also do so little, running also run so slow
n e whole training is like worst den ncc de lor...
really not been exercising for e 6 months
feeling pain all over my body
shld i go on or give up?
1 week 3 training
1 training 4 hrs
GO ON OR GIVE UP?
11:23 pm
today got my 1st class on business statistic
its abt learning mathematics
oh my... i almost forget every a maths things liao lor....
all return back to ms nai after my last a maths exam
going to restart learning every single thing liao lor...
so now at np library again...
consecutive 2 days going to library liao...
power arh? like wat suhui say, i became guai liao le...
but seriously coming to library is good idead coz the internet connection here is great
better than at the class or any where else,
n outside is very hot n sunny,
staying here is still de best.
3:52 pm
today went quite well
just tat today we having a discussion on tis friday variety show
which every class has to preform an item on stage
so as u know my class wont perform on stage de...
i of coz dun need to say...
but my mentor hor... still encourage us to perform on stage...
n we plan liao tat on tat day we r flying kite...
poor mentor
now is a horrible time for me
days r getting shorter liao...
n there is a major change in venue...
n i have to study... where do i have the time to plan n organize this event?
argh ! damnz... i think i will gone mad if things are going the way it is....
seriously....
9:03 pm
HEAH WEI JIAN MATTHEW
9th janary 1988
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